Death Wish

Tilted my head up high,
Releasing a huge sigh,
Wondering why,
Gd didn't want me to die.

"Yeah, I'm fine".
Who would wanna hear me whine?
About crossing the line,
To end this sad life of mine?

Don't know,
How I'll make it,
Don't even know,
How I'll fake it,
Please God I ask of you,
Grant my death wish,
Please do.

The agony I feel,
Would you dare to deal?
Would you want to be in my shoes?
Then if you don't, fellow fools;
Keep those filthy mouths sealed,
And let me take my shield,
Let me roam free,
Though I've nowhere to flee.

Alas, God gave me a pat,
Told me to open my eyes wide,
I saw orphans grinning,
People in destitution smiling,
Cancer patients fighting,
One thing in common,
Hope and faith,
In God the Almighty.

"Yeah, I'm fine",
I thought deeply,
To love life sincerely,
Because death is surely,
So make use of it wisely.