A Breakup Poem

It burns when you leave,
In a blink of an eye,
Heart broken and tears flooded,
Eyes tired and body weakened,
Did you seem to care?

I tell myself everyday,
That I could live another day,
But I lied...
As the days counted are nothing,
But only suffering,
I can't breathe.. I can't see..

Seeing another taking my place,
Was not what I had in mind,
You being the reason,
Why she smiles.. Laughs and cries..
Is something unimaginable,
Yet it happened.

I'm smiling,
I'm laughing,
But never was it because of you,
But it was for you,
So I could conceal the bruises,
You've set in my heart.

False Hope

The heart hurts,
The mind dies,
The soul perishes,
The thought kills,
The fear intensifies,
The anxiety escalates,
Under a wide smile,
That could hide it all,
And to say "I'm okay",
When I'm really not,
And to laugh out loud,
When agony strikes,
And to act cool,
When my mind is a mess,
All because of a plague,
That kills people from the inside;
Love and false hopes.

Pitch Black

Tell me where to go,

because I'm lost.

Lost in the dark,

because that's life.

Life is pitch black,

because pain is staple.

Pain is usual,

because it is a teacher.

Teach us about reality,

because we tend to dream.

Dream about happiness,

and that's why we're lost.

Friendship

One day I felt lonely,
The pain was deadly,
And when we gather round,
It's happiness I found.

When I go on,
I hope we hold on,
Let's just move on,
Don't ever break this bond,
We created since dawn.

Lesson learnt,
It's just that we weren't,
Meant for eternity,
That's how life should be.

One day I was lonely,
Our memories are lovely,
Till we meet again,
Oh, my dear friend.

Good Mourning

Just close your eyes,
Everything seems unreal,
The memories them too vivid,
Agony screams 'Bullseye!'.
Tears making their ways,
To escape these tired eyes,
That have seen too much,
And cried for too many,
Clenching fists of fury,
Furious with self-stupidity,
To be longing for,
Something near impossible,
Absurd and pathetic,
But what's more painful,
Is burying hopes and dreams,
Before even having faith,
Knowing it will never come true.

Sweet Revenge

How intoxicating love is,
An amazing lucid dream it is,
With endings like,
Happily ever after,
And that was it.

How intoxicating love is,
What lies between happy endings,
Heartbreaks and anguish,
Regret and remorse,
Suicidal thoughts and what not.

We all want love,
But it becomes a natural selection,
That only some were selected,
To be loved and accepted,
And the rest got rejected,
Forlorn and abandoned,
And that's when they thought,
Am I worth loving?

I give and I give,
And I get heaps of none,
I hope and I hope,
As high as skyscrapers,
But later it crippled,
By the earthquakes of,
Your lies and deception.

One fine day,
I hope God plays His role,
Cos' every evil soul,
Will end up in ashes and coal,
And I'll be looking at you,
Laughing at God's intervention,
Too late if you ask for salvation.

Death Wish

Tilted my head up high,
Releasing a huge sigh,
Wondering why,
Gd didn't want me to die.

"Yeah, I'm fine".
Who would wanna hear me whine?
About crossing the line,
To end this sad life of mine?

Don't know,
How I'll make it,
Don't even know,
How I'll fake it,
Please God I ask of you,
Grant my death wish,
Please do.

The agony I feel,
Would you dare to deal?
Would you want to be in my shoes?
Then if you don't, fellow fools;
Keep those filthy mouths sealed,
And let me take my shield,
Let me roam free,
Though I've nowhere to flee.

Alas, God gave me a pat,
Told me to open my eyes wide,
I saw orphans grinning,
People in destitution smiling,
Cancer patients fighting,
One thing in common,
Hope and faith,
In God the Almighty.

"Yeah, I'm fine",
I thought deeply,
To love life sincerely,
Because death is surely,
So make use of it wisely.

Beauty Within Me

Red chapstick and fake lashes,
Pink blush and a liquid foundation,
Sitting on my face ready for the show,
What it'll do to you,
When those eyes need to know,
That beautiful figure,
Which it definitely ain't me,
I'm just an ogre concealed,
In a body people have deemed,
Pretty and flawless,
Beautiful and gorgeous,
Really, anything opposite of atrocious.

Behind those zits and scars,
Dark circles and eyebags,
Lies a person who wants to;
Make heads turn,
Love and attention,
Because all they were getting,
Were buttons that led to self-destruction.

Where's the conviction?
To claim I'm a beautiful creature,
A creation of God,
When actions speak louder,
Much louder, I repeat,
Please take a seat,
And listen what I'm about to feat,
When actions speak louder than words.

So what if I'm,
A bit tanner and a lil' bit shorter?
A bit thicker and a lil' bit larger?
From what has been permanently,
Visioned by the minds of superficials,
As supermodels on the cover of seventeen.

What teen,
Wouldn't be eaten up by that?
Following the fad,
Thinking it was rad,
But all of it was nothing but mad,
Mad, mad perception,
That was just a deception.

Distance

We set our eyes;
on the same moon every night,
I know you're there,
I know you're near,
Though we're a million miles;
far apart.

Physically separated,
between the horizons,
but our hearts fill the void,
of separation;
and unite as one.

What separates us,
Could be the littlest of things,
Neglect and heedlessness,
Inattention and selfishness,
or having to treat each other,
as a choice.

What Goes Around Comes Around

Tell me,
How is it possible for me,
To forget,
To detach,
To ignore,
The memories made.

Tell me,
How is it easy,
To move on,
When my mind keeps pulling me back,
To the moment where,
I wish I could stop time.

Tell me,
How do you move on,
With ease,
When your heart is breaking apart,
From remembering.

Wilting

You blossom like there's no grief,
Oblivious and innocent you may be,
Bear in mind;
You are just another flower,
They can pluck easily.

They smell your fragrance,
They pluck your petals,
One by one;
Bear in mind;
It will hurt.

Nothing's left on you,
So their attention drift,
To other unfortunate flowers,
Bear in mind;
You will never blossom.